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Post by cardigenette of corn spoon not on Jan 10, 2018 10:35:23 GMT
Wow! Look how alive this forum is. isn't it beautiful!
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Post by crozier on Jan 12, 2018 19:02:42 GMT
life is good
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Post by cardigenette of corn spoon not on Jan 13, 2018 7:55:15 GMT
haha, good one crozier
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Post by cardigenette of corn spoon not on Feb 3, 2018 7:29:48 GMT
no, life is good. you're right
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Post by crozier on Feb 5, 2018 16:55:10 GMT
I certainly hope it's going well for you, Jake!
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Post by cardigenette of corn spoon not on Feb 8, 2018 1:30:16 GMT
you know sometimes when you dont get something you wanted and you forget how good everything else is? when that happens, thats when i say life isn't good. but I cannot complain, i've got everything. I hope you're going well too, crozier
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Post by crozier on Feb 9, 2018 0:56:23 GMT
Lately I've been a little down. Past couple months. I've been thinking a lot since I graduated university and I feel like I'm not getting stuff done fast enough. Gotta find another job, make a good sound design/ 3D modeling portfolio, find a way to explain to my parents that I don't want to get my Masters degree (I think I'm really jaded by the application process at my old university and feel let down by my old professors- besides 2 of them, who I consider friends now), get better at Project M (this competitive smash brothers mod that my brother and me are pretty good at), as well as work on music projects that I want to make really really good. The only thing I care 100% about right now is working on music and hanging out with my friends and family, I don't want to get bogged down by that other stuff right now.
Keeping myself motivated on projects and getting actual work done feels pretty good, but when I'm lazy or spending time alone doing shit-all, it's a crummy feeling.
Been having a lot more downbeat dreams- not exactly nightmares, but just offputting ones where I have to race against the clock. But maybe I'm thinking too much about it.
I'm still really happy- just tense and scared that I'm going to not spend my time right. I'm so lucky to have people around that love me and I'm in a good place financially. But the last 23 years I had a set path, now I just need to make my own, I suppose.
Anyway, what's on your mind, man?
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Post by cardigenette of corn spoon not on Feb 9, 2018 8:12:58 GMT
I know what you mean, i need to starting making my own path too.
Since I finished uni last year I feel a bit like 'where do I go now'. Things actually don't really feel different at all, because, like before, all I want to do is make my work (games, drawing, sculptures etc). But now i have to start worrying about money etc. although i'm pretty good at saving it. I move between my parents houses now, from city to country, about 2 hours away from eachother, which i REALLY enjoy honestly and wouldn't consider moving out (I think I'm good as long as i dont irritate me parents too much). i'm afraid because I need to come to terms with being a solitary person but also know that I have to go out there and get involved in things sooner or later. i'm pretty good at spending time alone, which I do a lot of (i hang out with my parents a lot too), but ideally i'd like a few good friends to see regularly. everyones busy and I dont make enough effort though
whats on my mind right now? I met a girl at a cafe and am hoping we can hang out. but I need to put my mind on other things
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Post by orange08 on Feb 10, 2018 19:08:17 GMT
nice one jake
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Post by orange08 on Feb 10, 2018 19:09:19 GMT
i've just been doing a lot of painting and collaging and working on my schooling for mathematics
this is why I've been too busy for video games im sorry, but I did release a screensaver a week or 2 ago
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